
CHRISTOPHER JOSEPH
PETERSEN IN THE NURTURING ARMS OF DAX GREGORY MICHAELS!
OR AS IT NOW APPEARS,
(DAX GREGORY MICHAELS IN THE NURTURING ARMS OF
CHRISTOPHER JOSEPH
PETERSEN!)
Many people speak of
getting in touch with their inner selves.
Well, I did and my inner
self's name is Dax (Gregory) Michaels.
I first created Dax
Michaels as an online alias at a time when putting personal information online
was still a ponderous subject.
Since then, I have gotten
completely over the uneasiness of using my real name Christopher
Joseph Petersen online and readily do so.
However
Dax Michaels had already established himself as a familiar name!
Many internet denizens had
heard of Dax Michaels but not of Christopher Joseph Petersen.
Yet, some
"we-know-everything" people had later told me that I should switch
everything over to my real name!
Yet after giving it very
little thought, I figured, why get should I get rid of DAX?
Should I get rid of DAX on
account of other people's perceived notions of how they would/could interpret
this?
FUCK NO!!!
Wouldn't this be a
conforming action?
FUCK YEAH, IT WOULD!!!
Wouldn't this conforming
action be an insult to my butch, macho, I'm-in-control personality?
FUCK YEAH, IT WOULD!!!
BESIDES, I LIKED MY DAX
MICHAELS IDENTITY!!!
HE WAS MY BAD-BOY IMAGE!
AND FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD SPENT HIS EARLY YOUTH STUDYING AND BEING A GOOD BOY, MY
BAD BOY PERSONIFICATION WAS QUITE A WELCOME CHANGE!!!
AND BESIDES, THE DAX
MICHAELS BAD-BOY IMAGE GOT CHRISTOPHER JOSEPH PETERSEN TO GET IN TOUCH WITH HIS
INNER SELF AND GRAB HIMSELF BY THE BALLS TO BECOME THE MAN HE ALWAYS WANTED TO
BE AND NOW LIVE THE LIFE HE ALWAYS DREAMED OF LIVING!!!
SO, I BAPTIZED MY INNER
SELF AS DAX GREGORY MICHAELS AND WHENEVER CHRISTOPHER JOSEPH NEEDS SOME GOOD
ADVICE, HE CONSULTS DAX GREGORY!!!
HEY, I'M DOING MY THING BECAUSE; AS HAS BEEN SAID,
THIS LIFE HAS NO FUCKING DRESS REHEARSALS!!!
Just Hang In LONG Enough
The signs are getting clearer, clearer than you need
The writing's on the wall, for you to see
You never thought you'd ever get the taste
You never thought that it could be this good
Just tell me what you want and I'll find the key
Reach out and touch it's all yours.
If you hang in long enough, you'll do it
Just hang in long enough
You're down on the ground , or so you say
You'd sell the hole in your pocket, if you could find a way
Don't ask me how I know, you don't wanna hear
It's been a long hard road, and the end is getting near.
You never thought you'd ever get the chance
You never thought your break would come along
If you tell me what you want, I'll find the key
Just reach out and touch it's all yours
If you hang in ...
They always say
The best things in life are free
But you want to have everything
Well you're going to have to beg if you want it all.
So hang in long enough, you'll do it
Hang in long enough
They'll let you out, the n pull you in
Playing hell with your emotions,
You'll feel like giving in.
So just hang in long enough ...